Monday, November 29, 2010

الكتاب

سألت عن أكثر الكتب تأثيرا في حياتي فأجبت

ليس صنفا واحد ما بنى جسمي وشكله
بل كل ما يدخل فاهي له دوره و تأثيره في الخفاء ..حتى أتى يوما غدا جسمي كما هو عليه .. ليس من صنف واحد بل من تجمع الاصناف
الكتاب في حياتي كالطعام
وقرآني هو الماء ، هو ما جعل فيني حياة

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Sunday, November 21, 2010

That sound again

I've heard the sound of the keys that will let that trapped voice out
Its getting closer and closer

Today , the holder of the key entered the castle . He want to look for that door . Will the gurds let him in .

I know he is the one who can open it I know he is the to free it .
But does he know .. Does he want to .. Most imprtnanly now .. Will they let him in ?
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Thursday, November 11, 2010

I miss my sister

When am I gonna get over the fact that my sister got married and she no longer lives with us and I no longer can "let it out " to someone
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Sunday, November 7, 2010

D: Keep it to yourself

Today I made a decision that I hope to stick to ..

keep my feeling to myself .

I've always done that but only in real life .. When it comes to online-life I've become very exposed ..

Be nice..
Be honest..
But don't share your feelings that People always interrupt it wrong ..

Please do that .. I don't want feel crappy anymore
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Re:when I respect me ?

وكنت إذا الصديقة أراد غيضي
ورجعني على ظمأ بريقي

غفرت عيوبه وكتمت غيضي
مخافة أن اعيش بلا (ذاك) الصديق
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When I respect me


That was my chance to stand up for myself and tell them to stop it , to tell them I'm not stupid or naïve .
I know I have all the rights .. I know I shouldn't hastiest thinking that I could be wrong ..

I had the chance I had the power ..but I didn't .

I was too afraid of what will happen next .. I couldn't stand losing them even if I remain their slave ..

I held myself and told her .. Let's not do it this time ..one day they will understand ...

She looked at me with disguise look and said .. ( When are you can stop humiliating us for those who are not worth it )
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Saturday, November 6, 2010

am I losing them ?

I'm I gonna lose them all in one year ? !

I know I've always dreamed about them going to the happily ever after .. But at once !

Am not being a drama queen here or anything but it is just so strange and scary !
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

قبلة منها على وجنتي

و دعاء صادق من لسانها ( الله يكملك بعقلك )

تسوى دنيتي ومافيها

ياااارب برهم مطلبي يااارب

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