عندما تتخطى مايظهره الناس إلى مايبطنونه عبر مركبتك الذهنية ذات الوقود الظني فأنت كائن طفيلي مسطح.

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I'm not sad I'm angry. I don't know why. Everything happening is justified and there is nothing to do about it.

Like a flaming ball spinning inside me.

Oh dear God, let your water of comfort put this fire down..

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To the unknown

I don't know who you are or when you will read this maybe now or maybe after years..

Please let me know that you've been here and read my thoughts .. I would like to hear from you.

لا  أعرفك ولا أعرف متى ستقرأ كلماتي،ربما الآن أو ربما بعد سنين..

أرجوك أخبرني أنك كنت هنا وقرأت أفكاري.. أريد سماع رأيك أيضا..

شكرا لك Thank u

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Like a desperate patient doing everything his doctor orders wishing this could put an end to his pain..

No..

Like slave..obeying his master wishing secretly for a freedom with a taste of happiness..

I don't mean I'm a victim here. I'm just describing my feeling these days.. and life.

My heart is in your hand my Lord..put it in the right path.. Show me the way to happiness and  heaven.

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Like a leave, flying with the wind with no resistance. Doesn't matter where it will land because the minute it left the tree, it was over.  

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نصدم بركاكة مبادئ أعتقدنا أصالتها وصلابتها فينا فنكتشف أن أول و أسوأ ضحايا زيفنا هي أنفسنا.

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I don't see the pink everyone is talking about..

Is it a sign?

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The Voice 3

I wonder where did that voice go. I thought when the door opens I will finally see and hear the voice. All I can see now is a reality in a form of wall. Ordinary and dull wall. Why did that voice disappear? I need it..I want it.. I feel so lonely and scared as the door behind slowly closes..

I truly want to go back to my jail but how can I guarantee that the voice will come back again?    

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Coping

Broken wet words, wrenching blue spirit, blurred muzzy vision, soft wavering voice and a hopeful believing heart. #Life101

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When I can't find the right chest, I start whispering to all the ears.

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Last day for the free bird

Today is my last day and these are the last hours in my freely flying days.

I really wanna write more about it but I just have nothing to say.

I prayed so hard and I hope God answer <3

الله يكتب لي الخير ويطرح علينا البركة ويجمع بيننا على الخير والحب والسعادة <3

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Heart-Wise interest

It is fun,

Waiting for the red light to blink..

Closing the eyes before checking hoping it would be the one..

Having a deep breath with a mixed feelings of excitement and fear when it turns to be true..

Shaking like a leaf from the inside while the heart is bouncing like crazy midget..

Being as calm as a breez and as quiet as a deep-sea on the outside ignoring all these storms howling in my brain..

Wanting to hear more and more of those hidden words that can only be read through the lines..

No my dear, I'm not in love yet. I'm just.. Interested..heart-wise kind of interest

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My Future-to-be

You are a challenge that I have to overcome. You are a test that I have to take. You are a pain that I have to endure. You are a future.

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From: @NohaAbd

Sent: 15 Jun 2012 3:35am

Let the days go by.. Live the life but don't live for life.

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On Twitter: http://twitter.com/NohaAbd/status/213429398932692992

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For an unknown reason, I've been living my life lately as it's gonna end at the next week

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Heaven

I want to live there where happiness is thought-away, where love is a life not a feeling and where no more terrified waiting.

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From: @NohaAbd

Sent: 6 May 2012 12:38am

I'm an excellent thinker and a horrible executor.

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Justified Anger

Feeling like beating the hell out of someone till I let out every piece of anger inside me..

All your advices to others to let go and ignore these kind of words and not to let affects them, All these advices means nothing when these words are said to you.

I'm upset.. I will continue to be upset until I decide that I no longer want to be upset. Childish? NONE OF YOUR BUSNIESS.

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You managed to build a very "impressive" memories of me with your opinions that only I have to live with it.. I need it to stop.. I need for once to do what I like to do.. What I want to do .. And fucking enjoy doing it.

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Fake

Why is it that every time I try to be myself, my friends start asking what's wrong with me?Nothing wrong! This is me.. The real me.. The not-trying-so-hard me.

Apparently, I've trapped myself underneath this clumsy, funny, cheerful costume until people truly believe now that it is my natural skin.

Why is it so hard to be normal and too easy to fake yourself? Shouldn't it be the other way?..

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A moment of depression

I have the choice to think and be depressed or to ignore and be happy. I choose to ignore and be depressed while showing the others that I'm thinking yet still happy.

Why?

Because I'm a useless "thing"..this is  what useless things are..

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Dreams

Dreams are sweet when they are dreams .. When they become real ,they lose the wonderful taste

Some of my dreams are scary horrible and unspeakable but yet I find enjoyment when thinking of them
Because what gives the dreams their special taste that they are pure flavor no waiting .. No other factors .. No consequences.. Just nothing else but that dream


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بداية جديدة.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم.

توكلت على الله وحده و أودعت كل أملي عنده ياارب كن معي.

اليوم بفتح صفحة جديدة و بإذن الله مابستخدم الحبر القديم.

يارب أنا لوحدي عاجزة تمام و رحمتك وقدرتك وحدك أعني يارب ربي ومليكي وخالقي.

بسم الله نبدأ
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Sin

All what I'm doing is burying my sin with guilt.
But one day, there will be no guilt.

And the sin will spread out, burning me and everything I built.
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another wish

I wanna be remembered..

I wanna make a difference..

I wanna be proud and make "them" proud..



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