Justified Anger

Feeling like beating the hell out of someone till I let out every piece of anger inside me..

All your advices to others to let go and ignore these kind of words and not to let affects them, All these advices means nothing when these words are said to you.

I'm upset.. I will continue to be upset until I decide that I no longer want to be upset. Childish? NONE OF YOUR BUSNIESS.

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You managed to build a very "impressive" memories of me with your opinions that only I have to live with it.. I need it to stop.. I need for once to do what I like to do.. What I want to do .. And fucking enjoy doing it.

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Fake

Why is it that every time I try to be myself, my friends start asking what's wrong with me?Nothing wrong! This is me.. The real me.. The not-trying-so-hard me.

Apparently, I've trapped myself underneath this clumsy, funny, cheerful costume until people truly believe now that it is my natural skin.

Why is it so hard to be normal and too easy to fake yourself? Shouldn't it be the other way?..

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A moment of depression

I have the choice to think and be depressed or to ignore and be happy. I choose to ignore and be depressed while showing the others that I'm thinking yet still happy.

Why?

Because I'm a useless "thing"..this is  what useless things are..

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