I'm not sad I'm angry. I don't know why. Everything happening is justified and there is nothing to do about it.

Like a flaming ball spinning inside me.

Oh dear God, let your water of comfort put this fire down..

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To the unknown

I don't know who you are or when you will read this maybe now or maybe after years..

Please let me know that you've been here and read my thoughts .. I would like to hear from you.

لا  أعرفك ولا أعرف متى ستقرأ كلماتي،ربما الآن أو ربما بعد سنين..

أرجوك أخبرني أنك كنت هنا وقرأت أفكاري.. أريد سماع رأيك أيضا..

شكرا لك Thank u

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Like a desperate patient doing everything his doctor orders wishing this could put an end to his pain..

No..

Like slave..obeying his master wishing secretly for a freedom with a taste of happiness..

I don't mean I'm a victim here. I'm just describing my feeling these days.. and life.

My heart is in your hand my Lord..put it in the right path.. Show me the way to happiness and  heaven.

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Like a leave, flying with the wind with no resistance. Doesn't matter where it will land because the minute it left the tree, it was over.  

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نصدم بركاكة مبادئ أعتقدنا أصالتها وصلابتها فينا فنكتشف أن أول و أسوأ ضحايا زيفنا هي أنفسنا.

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I don't see the pink everyone is talking about..

Is it a sign?

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The Voice 3

I wonder where did that voice go. I thought when the door opens I will finally see and hear the voice. All I can see now is a reality in a form of wall. Ordinary and dull wall. Why did that voice disappear? I need it..I want it.. I feel so lonely and scared as the door behind slowly closes..

I truly want to go back to my jail but how can I guarantee that the voice will come back again?    

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